Colours

Colours brought us together as one. Brown, yellow, black or white is all beautiful because it's how we come. Its what makes the world diverse. Beautiful is beautiful when you look good, balanced inside out. Our skin colour has nothing to do with it. Learn to respect others and people will then respect you. Stop bullshitting!

XX

There are so many thoughts that have been swimming around in my head the last several days. There is so much that I really want to write about because it always helps clear my head. I guess it will have to wait until the real self of me returned. It's been one of those weeks where I'm kind of a mess of different emotions, and I am really searching for some kind of peace. Peace about my present place in life, my body, my self esteem, my hopes and goals, the things I can't seem to stop worrying about, the things I believe in, the people who will always take up space in my heart long after seeing them for what may have been the last time.

Restless Days

I've got a lot on my mind today. I was hoping to at least gather myself around and find a place of serenity today, a place of solitude to rest my mind and thoughts from the many events that have been happening in my life as of late.

I am doing fine really, amid the circumstances. I just sometimes want to think things out on my own. If there is one thing that I've learned in my life it is that my problems are my own and I am the only one who can fix it. But I will admit, sometimes it would be nice to be able to say nope, nothing goin on this way today.

Life it seems is happening all around us and sometimes I'd just like to just pause it for a moment so that I can catch my breath and say ok, now I'm ready-bring it on, whatever the next challenge might be.

7 year itch

Several people have told me that there is that thing called the 7 year itch, as based on their experience, other people's experience and according to research conducted by psychologists which can be found on the web. But what exactly is this 7 year itch? In relationships they say that at the first few years of the relationship is the honeymoon stage. We can overlook our partner's weaknesses and imperfections but at the 7th year of relationship, one gets tired of their mate. Probably due to boredom or dissatisfaction. If couple undergoes the 7 year, it's considered to be the judgment stage whether or not to continue the relationship. There are major changes that will happen including in the relationships. Sounded scary but do you believe? It's good that we don't get influenced by just listening to people's story. I do believe a little.

Maintaining a relationship isn't easy. Really.
Thousands of fights I had. Heart breaks with tears.

I heard these words several times back then, but I'm over it...hahaha...
This is our 8th and a half year... clap clap!!
Will the story of my love continues?
Let's wait and see :)

Class Trip 1

Right before last sem break holidays, I've requested my class whether if they want to have a class trip to my hometown. As class rep, I do feel guilty for not being really active in planning for an outing. I wish I could but due to the buziness we faced as CE student, we don't really come together even for a drinking session. At that moment, I'm not sure of me alone planning this trip will be successful as some didn't really confirmed going but anyhow most did. I managed to get a friend's help to book the accommodation at Pangkor inclusive of dinner (BBq) which cost appprox only Rm 35 per person. Very economical! The place is really far better than I expected. Four rooms with air-cond, astro installed and etc. The dinner was really good too. Thank you C.Chuan!

All of us left for Sitiawan right after our last Friday lectures at 3.00pm on 12th of June. 18 people with 3 cars (Kancil, Wira, MyVi). Geng leh!? Already exceeded the max load. Thumbs up to you guys! I brought 18 of my classmates straight to my house for a night stay.

I took them to all the famous place in Sitiawan. We went Kg.Cina for seafood, Teluk Batik, Lumut and Go-kart. The next day morning we departed to Pangkor for a night stay after breakfast. So i guess let the pictures tell you how much fun we had.

Teluk Batik

Did some jump shots. Caught big jelly fish too!

Dim Sum

Group pix

Waiting for our turn for some extreme rides!
Banana boat, air head, burger? with only RM55. That's y lah..be len lui got benefit wan!!
Special discount.

Ah Har and Guat San didn't really joined us in most of the water activities but they did helped us to take many nice photos and looked after of our belongings. Thank you to both you.

Normally people build nice sand castles but we are so different.

Island tour.
The speedboat driver is very entertaining. He brought us to various islands and told us a lot of lame stories and jokes. The boat also went for several corners at 70 degrees. Scary!!

Me crowned as the Queen of Sea. My skin very tanned already. Muahaha!

Along the way, he showed us some beautiful interesting stones as well.
Its an apple.

Then....a turtle!

This is the second last spot. Snorkelling + cute fishes. Water tasted really damn salty.

Everyone was super exhausted after a long day. During the night, illegal gambling and drinking session carried on as usual.

With my class most famous canon made the whole scenario more than just interesting. The whole house was filled with loudness of laughter.

In a blink of an eye, Sunday morning has arrived. Its time to head back campus.

We were so unhappy because its time to face those endless reports.
Overall, I give a rate of 8 out of 10 for this trip. What do you think?

Ground Solid Ground

Life it seems is getting so busy and more stressful. Not all of the stress is bad, but not all is good either. One thing is for sure, I'm still me through all of it and that my friends, is a good thing to know. A good feeling it brings me to feel like I'm still solidly grounded in me.

Maybe that makes sense, maybe it doesn't- but everything in life changes and either you choose to remain the true core of yourself with a bit of wiser knowledge added on or you choose to lose yourself and wonder what the hell went wrong in the midst of your battles.

Change is truly the only constant and so we must learn as we go, knowing that yesterday's paths will never match tomorrow's choices, or today's ground. All because of the way life is and life can be terrifying or pretty damn beautiful. The choice is always yours as to which it will be for you. I tell you to hold steady to the root of you, fly with all of your wings' empowerment, and be the you.